Why do people think that "I'm going through a hard time right now/I was going through a hard time," gives them the right to be an ass, or excuses their previous behavior? The amount of times I've heard this from people trying to get back into good graces (for God only knows what reason) is insane. No, telling me that you're sorry after... how many times? That's not going to make it all okay again. It's just not. No, a few months won't change anything. No, if you stop drinking, it won't mean anything.
How many times do you have to say you're sorry before you give up?
I mean, yes, I know the kind of person I signed up for. Strong and stubborn. Always gets their way. That doesn't mean you can treat people like your personal toys, things to throw away and dig back up again as you please. I'll only say this once. I am NOT a toy. I am NOT for your personal amusement. I am NOT going through all that again. Got it?
Oh, and waiting a few months? That won't help. I gave you years.
I'm not angry anymore, I'm just tired. You're not the first one, and knowing my luck you won't be the last. Maybe I'll learn warning signs of this kind of thing one day. Maybe one day you'll finally leave me alone.
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